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Pan

パン
1988年2月13日
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無限大な夢のあとの 何もない世の中じゃ
そうさ愛しい 想いも負けそうになるけど
Stayしがちなイメージだらけの 頼りない翼でも
きっと飛べるさ Oh yeah

無限大な夢のあとの やるせない世の中じゃ
そうさ常識 はずれも悪くはないかな
Stayしそうなイメージを染めた ぎこちない翼でも
きっと飛べるさ On my love

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2009-06-20 - 7:29 p.m.

WHO'S FAULT IT IS?! WHO'S FAULT IT SHOULD BE?! WHY IT HAS TO BE BURDENED BY A MERE CHILD OF NOT EVEN 9YEARS OLD?! YOU SAID YOU WANT TO TEACH HIM?! WHERE'S THE ACTION?! WHEN ASKED, YOU'D SAID YOU'VE LOST THE HEART TO TEACH YOUR CHILD! FINE! THEN WHO'S FAULT IT SHOULD BE?! HIS?! HE IS NOT EVEN OLD ENOUGH TO THINK FOR HIMSELF! HE ISN'T GOOD ENOUGH TO TEACH SO YOU TEACH! BUT YOU KEEP SAYING HE SHOULD HOW HOW HOW WHEN YOU DID NOT EVEN TEACH HIM ABOUT THAT BEFORE! NEITHER DID YOU TALK TO HIM PROPERLY! DON'T THROW YOUR ANGER ON HIM JUST BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU ENCOUNTERED! ISN'T HE YOUR DEAREST ONLY SON?!

SHIT. YOU MADE ME CRAZY AND FOR A WHILE I SERIOUSLY WANT TO BEAT HIM TO DEATH SO THAT THERE IS NO MORE NONSENSE. I SHOULD NOT PUSH THE BLAME ON YOU AS WELL, IT'S ME WHO COULDN'T CONTROL MYSELF. MY FAULT. MY IDIOTIC STUPID FAULT. I FEEL SO SORRY FOR HIM. I AM A BAD SISTER. SHIT.

WHY DOES THINGS HAVE TO BE LIKE THAT? ='(

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